Defeat / loss. Hats off to the 35 year old who's never had a girlfriend. Part of him knows that sexually his best days are behind him, part of him has died. The gravity of ugliness must be crushing and edging him nearer to becoming a complete mush, but really why does he go on? why?
Sexually / finacially..everything is for the power, the feel good factor of well-being. Self-seekism comes as standard with all models. "Don't hide it Mrs Robinson I can see right through you"
Its odd but we gain a better understanding of life & the system when we loose, the tormented aftermath being that they want us to feel a live a non-existence, which we should'nt have to endure on a permanent accordance until we eventually perish..... death certificate wise!
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