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| [6538] by "andrea" (ppp-246-5.30-151.libero.it) on Thu 11 Oct 2001 08:09:48 [ reply ] |
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At least, there are two of us. Give me the registration card for the club.
My case, yet, is a bit different. Each time I build something and I am sure it's gonna last, thus bringing me into defining all the structures which I will raise over the freshly formed base, a new opportunity blinds me. No, not that "my castle falls", but I find a better hill to build it upon. So I just leave the base, and start everything from scratch. My "future goal" becomes -base after base- farther and greater. For example: I was a researcher/developer for this company which worked with satellitar technology, I had a good income, I was one of the rare 20agers in Italy with a stable, excellent work, not underpaid, respected by engineers. Before, I was a good programmer, and I thought that was my future, I was happy, I thought to a house, a family, etc. Then this new position arrived from the void. Ok, I embraced it. After two years I thought I was going to amass money and start my own business, I was happy, and... ta-daa, a friend offers me this position as director in his worldwide private school. I move to Verona, 700 kms from home, meanwhile I start this "artistic movement" with another friend, we plan a huge theatral play... and now my goals are bigger, uncertain, and far. What should I be? Happy? Unhappy? For sure, I am stressed. |