you have hit the nail on the head, i think.
being underage, its hard to get alchohal, which is sad becuase I have been raised in such a way that I respect wine as the fine thing it is. Suppose I coukdnt scrounge up some Bucardi 151 or something.
buying my first pipe tomorrow, actually. For the exact reason that I know I dont want to remember this period of time later. with this much parionia and stress arround me, it seems like some bud is a good idea. As i mentioned a while ago, im not into drinking or smoking to excess, but why deny the plkeaseures of life.
not having a religon to hold me (up or down, your call) gives me a lot of lattitude in such matters. when you only have yourself to answer to, you can do exactly what you are cabible of. we never do things "beyond" ourselves, we do exactly what we did, and we wikll continue to do exactly what we can do. we all have free will, but it makes no sence to have free will fight our personality. |