Andrea's life, actually, is bleaker than ever. The general feeling of darkness and bareness should stay, that's my goal. Once, anyhow, for how painful my life used to be, it was black OR white. No way out, just two choices. Moments of deep pleasure, moments of unbearable suffering. Now, I am experiencing a range of feelings, my Tao is fragmented, and sixteen colours, sixteen DISCORDING colors are painting my days.
What should you do? Restart from scratch. A season ends, a seasons begins, and - oh! - something changed between the two, and everything modulates on the wave of that little, subtle change. Reset, Dallion! |