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Things have changed... I no longer fear my Y like I once did. She has returned to the primordial state of being so human that drew my attention and my eventual trust in the first place. Is everything all right? No. Do we still fight? Yes. But time passes, and this changes, and she makes me smile. I'm easily amused - I smile and laugh at many things, but it's always "ha ha, that was funny, what else is on"... she is one of the very few people who makes the smile stay. What's past is prologue; I think, perhaps, my Y is with me yet, despite how far I pushed her away. And I'm glad. |