Persistence of memory, Andrea... most of us are able to utilise the wonderful attenuating nature of time to selectively erase our pasts. You have recorded (possibly) some of the most emotionally charged parts to be dredged up randomly by silly fan-boys.
That quote, that one quote (dirt) is what brought me here. What other existence could cause such exquisite pain?
Life is confusion, as always; and indecision, and relative emotional paralysis. Fear of US idiocy, fear of middle east idiocy... and my wonderful new girlfriend whom I will probably hurt badly in the next few months.
I don't know if I'm worth knowing at all. I do what I think is right, but the ends cease to fit the means. And the wheels grind you under.
FK |