Indeed, the test board was attracting me, but then I thought "why not LC?" after all the term desolation applies to it at several levels.
Music, Math and all the rest are what sustain me now :) I suppose it will be VERY hard for life to take those from me as well. For now it manages to take the concentration I need to make /good/ math, to /enjoy/ thai food, and so on, making everything a little more bitter.
Speaking of music: how do you actually realize you're really depressed for the first time in your life? Listen Mům, and see if you feel a pleasant inspirational sadness or you have to throw away the headphones after a couple minutes. |