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Ahh and thats such good advice usually,hey its the way I usually think.But this is about so much more than sex.Jealousy,years of longing,heartbreak,revenge,love,hate,the tv blaring animal planet for hours on in....You get my point.She is beautiful.Far too much so for years and all these years I saw her as some distant and unattainable goal and I learn she is a miserable alcoholic with lower self esteem than even I.And why this stupid dirty old man she sees instead of me:(For the past few months I have became close to her I have always treated her better than the others she sees. |
