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Wow!It was amazing last night.The girl across the street from me Melia who was my first crush since I was eight and I had my eyes on for all these years but was always out of reach was at my house last night and we had the most incredible sex imaginable.Sadly she was drunk and when she awoke she hardly remembered.Just friends again:(She is with this sleazy thirty four year old married guy.It meant nothing to her and it was the greatest thing ever to me but will probably never happen again.Ha all these long endless years of wishing and admiring and it finally came to bloom.Yet at the sametime it meant absolutely nothing to the other person.Yes all dreams must end.I am euphoric about this one minute and practically want to leap from a bridge the next.Ahh impermanence love it or hate it we all must accept it. |
